anxiety

I’m so tired of school, I’m on my break and I feel major anxiety. I know I should have been working on my english assignments, it would be smart and help me a lot through the next two weeks, but I just didn’t want to do it. My house has been under construction, so I didn’t have much of a work space at home. I’m mentally exhausted, I should enjoy my break more, and I think I have, but english is really giving me a heart attack. 

I’m confused about my feelings for Justin. I want to have a platonic relationship with him, but my other feelings like jumble in. I like the way he feels on my skin, the way we touch each other (nothing sexual, I swear it’s innocent). I like how he’s always warm, and how our bodies gravitate towards one another. But I don’t want to date him, I don’t like the concept of dating. It’s very foreign to me. Vanessa tells me to not think so much and just roll with it. Maybe I’ll give that a try, but right now I just need a friend.

I’m gonna try to focus and finish my english outline before the break is over. Then, throughout the next 2 weeks, I’ll finish the audiobook. Finish the quotes this week, and the apologia by the second week. 

Thursday Mar 3 @ 07:38pm
Wednesday Jan 1 @ 12:38am
Sunday Jan 1 @ 12:29am
Sunday Jan 1 @ 12:29am
He couldn’t tell her that what he wanted now, more than anything, was to fall asleep beside her. No touching, no kissing, no stimulation. No sensation, no consciousness. Just the act of sleeping beside someone you liked to be with. Maybe that was love. Meg Wolitzer, The Interestings (via perfect) Friday Jan 1 @ 09:53pm

Friday Jan 1 @ 09:52pm

Friday Jan 1 @ 09:51pm
floralls:

Wu-Ji-Tien-Yuan Temple_Sakura (by Lucky~JK)

floralls:

Wu-Ji-Tien-Yuan Temple_Sakura (by Lucky~JK)

Wednesday Jan 1 @ 11:39pm

escapekit:

Digital Illustrations by Artem Cheboha

Russian based CGI artist and painter Artem Cheboha creates beautiful illustrations. 

Wednesday Jan 1 @ 11:37pm
timeswontchange:

This plate is the only thing which is allowed to tell me how to live my life..

timeswontchange:

This plate is the only thing which is allowed to tell me how to live my life..

Wednesday Jan 1 @ 11:36pm


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